I seriously cannot deal right now. I don't even know why exactly or what sparked this, but I just can't and I don't want to.

I cannot make a decision as to what to do right now. I'm so indecisive it's crazy. No one should ever be this way. I don't understand why I am at the moment.

I'm incredibly bored. I haven't wrapped any christmas presents (which makes sense since I mostly just bought them today) but I need to go to school to do that because my wrapping stuff is there. (actually it's not all there, it's mostly here, at home, however I wanted to try this new thing and the stuff to do that is at school so yeah, the stuff is at school) But I can't decide if I should go or not right now. Fuck.

MAKE A DECISION!!!!!!!

Breathe. Just breathe. I need to formulate some type of plan here otherwise I'm just going to drive myself completely insane. I can totally make a plan (in list form). I'm a pro at that.

I just need to take some deep breaths. And calm down.

Seriously?

I honestly thought this was supposed to get easier over time, but it hasn't. At all.