I'm in the darkroom right now and it is SO FUCKING HOT!!!!! It's pretty warm outside too, but it's just a hundred degrees hotter in here (so it feels like). Yuck! I hate feeling sticky and gross. I'm wearing jeans and I'm regretting it big time - this is why I stick to skirts and dresses in the summer. Ventilation!

This weekend was hectic. Jose came up to help me move and it was a lot more slow of a process then I had hoped it would be. We only made one trip on Saturday, in one car only, so that was kind of sucky. Then he brought more stuff home for me last night while I stayed up at school and tried to do work (unsuccessfully). I'm glad I got to spend time with him this weekend though, it's always nice. I feel stupid at the end of our time together because I ALWAYS cry. I can't help it, I just get so sad. And then I'm sad for a few days afterwards. Meaning, I'm still sad today. I don't sleep as well and that really sucks. I only slept like three hours last night.

I have to focus on African Art, big time. I finished both of my photo projects so I'm all set for that. But, not so much for African Art. I'm embarrassed to say I still haven't finished the book OR written the paper on said book. Yeah, I suck. It was due a week ago. I have to have it done by Wednesday, no matter what, because that's when the final is. I know, I fucking suck at life sometimes. Ughhhhh!

All I want to do is sleep in some air conditioned room. I'd totally be more motivated to do work if it weren't so muggy outside. I'm literally sweating as I sit here without doing anything. Ok I'll stop describing it and being gross now.

Anyways. I should probably go and be productive or something. I'm deciding if I should go home tonight and bring more stuff back or if I should just stay up here. I hate decision making, I really really do.