Tuesday, October 19, 2010





I went to NYC over the weekend with my Clay Sculpture class. We went to a ton of art galleries and saw lots of art. It was pretty awesome. It was also Kate's 21st bday so that was exciting. The first two pictures are of pieces of art we saw, the photographs are Nan Goldins. I forget the name of the other artist (but will post it later because I have it written down!). Then, Kate and I and last a picture of buildings.

I'm not entirely sure when this happened, but I have a new life. I guess in a way, life is always changing and there's always some new aspect of it.

I bring this up mostly though because I miss parts of my old life. I'm not entirely sure what parts, but just moments that I've had in the past that I no longer have, I miss. Not miss to the point where I long for them or am really sad over it. It's just sometimes I get this feeling or memory, and remember something fondly, and miss it, but then it goes away. It's really strange. It doesn't happen all the time, just randomly. It happened today and it kind of hit me hard because I don't think about the time that I missed specifically today very often and it's an odd thing to miss. Who knows.

I finally looked at my advisement report. I'm going to be here a full year, graduating December 2011. Sigh. It's not what I wanted, but at the same time, I'm not completely upset over it. It's taken me a long ass time but it's taken more time then I have left so I may as well finish it. I feel like I notoriously start things and then don't finish, which is a horrible habit I'd love to break.

I'm supposed to be doing a project for advanced right now, which I should probably go do considering it's due in an hour and a half. It's drawing your photographs which I am NOT looking forward to. I just printed out the sheet so I should probably read the whole thing to better understand the assignment.

There's so many things that I want to do and there never seems to be enough time to do any of it. Projects and things like that. Well, I guess homework too, but I don't really want to do that haha. In all seriousness though, I really need to get my shit together and make myself DO things. Whether it's homework or other projects, I need to get my ass motivated and quick. How do you motivate yourself? Cause I could definately use some advice...

Crap. now there's only 50 minutes till class. Time to rush and do this assignment...

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