Things are slightly better I guess. I'm not sure. I'm still confused about how/what I'm feeling.

Right now I'm at work and I'm super bored. I brought my polaroid enlarger and printed a lot of stuff, but didn't bring enough polaroid (it's actually now fuji) sheet film. So I can't do that anymore.

I have a giant to do list but of course am not in the mood to do anything on any of it. I really need to as well. Sigh. Fuck fuck fuck. I don't know what to do. I have no darkroom related things to do at the moment and I don't feel like doing my sculpture stuff which I have a lot of.

argh!!!!!!!

I want to make something. I wish I had brought my sewing. I'm making some awesome dinosaur pajamas right now and I'd love to work on them. But, I didn't bring it.

Ugh.